Scenario about depression

Here is a scenario presented visually. Instead of telling you a story about a depressed person, I decided to pretend that I am that person, and that I am allowing you take a look into my book, where I vent and explode.

Here is a youtube link...somewhat clearer.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYBGCV-MuMs&feature=youtu.be

Here is the actual page I doodled in and wrote in as a person suffering from depression.